The last time I was teasing Luke I was afraid he would cum, so I didn‘t even unlock him. Well, turns out he still had a little bit of stamina left, so maybe I could‘ve teased him even harder 😈 Luckily I have all the time in the world to do it next time. Anyway the reason I didn‘t want him to cum just yet was, that I already planned a reward for him and I really wanted him to make it, so it would be annoying if he came after all that effort sooner than I planned.

I told him before, that not every reward has to be an orgasm. And I stand by it. That‘s why I didn‘t give him an orgasm when he end up Loctober without cumming, well apart from the little accident we had in the beginning from the Lovense toy 🤭 I didn‘t want to reinforce the idea, that it‘s something that must happen. But still, he‘s beaten his record of going without any relief and I couldn’t wait to make it a little special for both of us.

I was really looking forward to pulling out my milking table as I think it was a perfect tool for the opportunity. I like cum play with Luke, but I enjoy getting splashed myself. It‘s funny because I really like making guys cum. And a big load always feels like an achievement of a job well done. Unfortunately, my kinks are a little bit in the contradiction here 😅I would love to make him cum more often if it wasn‘t so goddamn hot to melt his brain with utter horny frustration. Luckily there are ruined orgasms, so I don‘t need to make him un-horny when I want to make him cum. And of course, occasionally there might be full orgasms so he knows what he strives for and gets his mind blown 🤭

Given how horny he was I knew the milking table would be perfect because he can‘t escape my edging. When I have him on the bed or just sitting somewhere, he can wiggle around, squirm, and whatnot. I don‘t blame him and besides it‘s quite erotic. 😊 But putting him on the table so he can‘t really move his dick in any direction, knowing well, that he would probably love to thrust my hand, speed up or slow down or just do anything differently that I am doing it, but can‘t is fantastic. 😇 And I love the little twist on the position under the table I can get. I mean his dick pointing at me like he would cum on me, something typically associated more with male dominance, yet I am under the table in complete control of his every move. I am feeling in my hands how he‘s getting hard. When he’s getting close I can loosen my grip so he barely feels anything or I can jerk him to as many edges as I want. 😈

Luke was so horny that I decided to take a short break, to let him go soft completely. He was dripping precum on me almost the whole time. I could really feel he was getting closer, so I was playing with my grip a little bit because I wanted him to build the pressure up to the point when he couldn’t hold back. I didn’t tell him he was going to get a full orgasm, so when I didn’t let go, he was really emptying the whole load and the frustration of the past month and a half with it. He was shooting rope after rope. It was fantastic 🤭 I get cum everywhere lol, luckily missed my eye 😅 and I could hear him breathing heavily. Later he told me, he didn’t know he was able to have an orgasm like this. So that makes me really proud and honestly happy, because I think he really deserved to have this one. I wasn’t going easy on him lately 😄

Being the cause of all of this, I have to say, it was very intense for me as well. It’s incredible how sometimes I really almost physically “feel” the arousal he’s experiencing. And I wanted to say, I am really grateful for everybody who’s willing to follow their heart, explore, open up about their feelings no matter how odd they might be, and dive deep into the unknown. I am really happy to be part of the BDSM community. 🥰