Yeah and DP, that is kinda awkward but feels really good, the best arrangement I found for that is smaller guy in ass with me leaning back, bigger guy more active, in pussy. Toys do not accomplish that feeling, the two guys.

One in mouth one in pussy is good but sort of dangerous for the one I am blowing, the only thing I’ve really ever been good at in bed is letting go, I get afraid I might bite down if I cum and that holds me back a little and so not my favorite part.

I miss that stuff and know my husband does too but I had an HPV run in and it takes a long time to clear when you are old (we are lucky it even did) and guys my age are not vaccinated for that, and condoms do not stop it so really now I am out of the fun.