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I hadn’t yet unpacked all my lights and video equipment. But I got some smaller light panels, that are giving decent light for more closeup shots, which is what I have planned for today. 😊 I am very excited about how things are starting to shape. And not just look. I’ve just had my first “real” session with Luke in my new place and the increase in space is fantastic. While the room is “only” about one-third bigger than my previous one, those few feet in all directions are making things so much easier. Also, my previous bed was part of the apartment equipment, so I bought a smaller one, which helped too. I know it’s not that deep, but I really love it. And I can’t wait to make some improvements that wouldn’t be possible before. No time frame and no spoilers, you’ll have to wait and see 😊
I was checking how often I let Luke out for any kind of relief. Doesn’t matter if it’s frustrating or not. Caged, ruined, post-orgasm play, just any time cum leaves his dick. And I’ve found that I am rather consistently letting him wait quite long. Well, that’s not necessarily a bad thing, as I like him desperate and horny. But it’s the predictability of it, that bothers me a little. If I always wait weeks before letting him cum in any way, it’s basically shutting off the possibility in his mind that it could happen sooner. And I don’t like that. A big part of the edging sessions is making him guess if he’s going to cum or not. If he can be sure it’s not going to happen, it gets less entertaining. I wouldn’t say exactly boring, as I hope it’s hard to be bored with me, but I think the angst is missing. 😈
So, while it isn’t so long since I drained him to a last drop with the post-orgasm play, I’ve decided to surprise him with another cumshot. Well, I didn’t want to give him everything right away, so I knew I’d be ruining it, but I was sure he wasn’t expecting even that. 🤭
I started with a nice little handjob and then added massage oil, to make it more hot and slippery. I really wanted him to enjoy it till the disappointing finish. 😈 I loved building it up edge by edge, knowing well, that by the end of it, he’ll be more watching his penis cum, rather than feeling it. Of course, that’s going to make him very frustrated and he’ll remain just as horny, if not more, than before. But who knows, if I gave him ruined so “soon”, maybe next time I’ll give him a full as well. Or maybe my plans are interrupting long denial sentences with some ruined orgasms in between. Well, I am not saying. Maybe some of it is the truth. 🤭
Anyway, I’ve enjoyed watching him leak the massive spurt on the floor. Shame he didn’t feel much of it. I bet it would’ve felt so good after so many edges today, but I didn’t feel like giving it another five strokes. 😈 I love knowing that’s all it would take. Well, he’s lucky enough that I let any cum leave his dick at all. 🤭Though the funny thing is, that this frustration might be nothing compared to the one, he’s going to feel when I lock him back after a session like this next time when he’ll have to wonder the whole time, if “this is the time” 😈