I mean it is nice being able to nap and play video games whenever I want, but I can’t get things I want, I can’t go out and do stuff, and I have to follow my parents rules since I’m still in their house. I’m a perpetual teenager and it sucks, but being employed also sucked so ¯⁠\⁠(⁠◉⁠‿⁠◉⁠)⁠/⁠¯ you can’t win. I’m glad I have the ability to not work but the second I can figure out how to manage my mental health issues well enough to keep a job without self medicating with significantly less than legal drugs, I’m getting a job so I can live a life again.