I’m not asking for advice or sympathy, I just need to vent.
So near the beginning of the year, I started dry heaving every morning. I’d get up, go to the bathroom, feed the dogs and then it happened. Nothing ever came up. I was concerned, so I made a gastric appointment, but, of course, that was months away.
In the intervening time, I stopped eating. I didn’t eat for 21 days. I was living off of Gatorade and Ensure. I could drink, but the very thought of eating made me feel sick and actually trying was just not possible.
But then that stopped and I just went back to the heaving and had to wait until June to see the gastric doc. Actually a nurse. She scheduled me for a scope in July, which is when they discovered the ulcer. They put me on Protonix, which is a protein pump inhibitor. It did precisely nothing about the heaving.
So now I’m not eating again. I got an emergency meeting on Monday with the doctor who did the scope and he was totally unconcerned and told me, for a $50 copay mind you, to add Mylanta to my medication and call him in 2 weeks. I can barely choke it down and I’m still heaving and I’m still not eating.
And I can’t even drink Ensure anymore. I did last night and felt so sick. Also I fucking hate Gatorade so much, but I found out that the reason the taste is so strong is to cover the awful, awful taste of whatever the electrolyte mixture is because you can totally taste it with Propel.
My wife did research and loss of appetite is indeed a symptom of gastric ulcers, which may be why the doctor didn’t seem to care, but wow does this suck.
No other appointments with any other gastric doc within a 90 minute drive is available within the next two weeks. Two weeks from Tuesday will be another 21 days. Maybe I’ll go for a new record this time.
I had this. I thought I was dying or something. The good news is I got better and it has never happened again. The bad news is it took like a month.
I think I just ate soups for the month. I also remembered Gatorade somehow helped.
But yeah it sucks. Hang in there!
Thanks! I’m trying!
Did you do an H.Pylori test? Might be hard since it’s a fecal matter culture, but that’s treatable now.
Not yet, but I think the ulcer is already the most likely explanation. It’s the lack of action on it on the doctor’s part that is so frustrating.
H. pylori causes stomach ulcers. The people who found the connection won a Nobel prize for it. Also, I don’t know what the person who suggested you get tested for it is on, you don’t need a fecal sample to get tested - you just drink a liquid, wait a short while, then blow in a bag. As for the lack of action, you’re in the early stages of seeing a physician, they aren’t going to let the horses go at full gallop unless you’re on deaths door. Until then, baby steps. Which sucks, I’ve been there. But it is what it is, and you’ve got to suck it up for now.
Oh yeah I also did go to the doctor and they diagnosed me but IIRC they didn’t give me any medication for it. I can’t remember the reason. I guess it’s one of those things that just need time to heal?
Edit: this was really long ago so my memory is hazy. I think what it was was they scheduled some tests but by that time I was feeling better.