I was busy with the family mostly with Thanksgiving being this week. Also on Sunday I was planning to meet someone from Grindr just for a casual hello, but I got very sick. And I’m still sick!

• J and I continue to text back and forth, twice I guided him through jacking off, sending new pics back and forth but also recounting how we spent our time together, and all the thoughts sensations and emotions we packed into those few sessions. He might be coming into NYC in a few weeks. He really wants to spend another week together. We discussed that while he wants me to be his top, that he’s open to flipping sometimes and breeding me, too. I like him, and I think I’d like that. He is about as well hung as me, so it will be a fun challenge!
• New experience: flipping! I really wanted some action this week, but here on Long Island not many people can host since they’re living with (or visiting) their parents. There’s a local top who really wanted me to top him, and I couldn’t pass that up.
  • He leaked precum like a dripping faucet it was fun! His penis is significantly shorter than mine but also much much thicker. He took a lot of time to open up, and at one point he fell asleep while I had a finger inside him. That was weird! I asked him if he was on anything, but he said nothing other than the poppers I saw him using.
  • He was a great fuck once we got going. We both found it all very pleasurable. He came when I told him to, and I came inside him just moments later. I gave him a kiss and said “Happy Thankgiving!” and he said, “Am I the turkey?” 😂
  • Once we both relaxed and were ready to go again, he suggested I fuck him again, but on a whim I suggested that we change positions. And y’all, I enjoyed the experience! I don’t know if it was because I topped him first or I just felt more connected, but I even stayed nice and hard while he was fucking me. He finished in an unusual position, with me on my back and him on his side, locking his one arm with my one leg. I’ll have to try it.
• omg it’s a small town wtf I get a message from an adorable side on Grindr, and we realize he’s a few years younger but went to the same high school. Oh his brother is the same year as me, oh also in the band, same instrument, oh dang: his older brother is my high school friend! And when I went to his birthday party, and the younger brother was there 20 years ago! We decided that’s fine with us, and still plan to meet up. He’s such a sweet guy, and we’re both still into each other. 🙈