Everyone asks what I do, to keep myself satisfied when I keep Luke locked. And those who follow me for a while know, that I am not partial about penetrative sex. You might be surprised how many girls feel the same, I have no stats on it, but I know I am not the only one. It‘s ok, occasionally, but I am very fine without it. And If I feel like missing it, I can always use toys. Or Luke’s dick every two years 🤭 Ok, seriously, it might happen maybe sooner than in two years, but the point is, I am not struggling. It‘s him who‘s obsessed about it. A fact I don‘t mind to use. Which is funny, as I was thinking this isn‘t that different from a regular courting, at least in my point of view. Girls know what you are after, but want to see how far are you willing to go for it. Being a keyholder to my friend just allowed me to be more direct about it. I told him exactly what‘s it going to be like, he knows well I am using him, I am teasing him, and that I won‘t be fucking him – or at least very often. 😈 But luckily he thrives on the combination of attention and humiliation he gets. And I love the feel of control and worship … and the feel of tongue on my pussy isn‘t bad either, which was where I was originally going with this 🤭 But there is just too much I want to tell, that side-tracking is inevitable.

When Luke came over he had no idea what was going to happen. I told him to take a shower as usual. I’ve decided to stand at the door, to supervise his cleaning. I know he “hates” it, but I just love that he can’t decide if he’s going to get privacy in my shower or not. Not sure exactly what’s the appeal, but it’s one of the small things I enjoy. 🤭 Maybe because it always makes him blush and I think it’s kinda cute. After he was done, I led him to my bedroom. He’s used to me having a tripod in there and I know he’s trying to guess by the position of it, what’s going to happen. Well, when it’s just aiming at the bed it’s not easy, because unless I have some toys out, it can be anything. 😇 Of course you know what’s going to happen because I pretty much told you. I had a difficult week, nothing terrible mind you, just intense. So I was in a mood for something relaxing. And there is one thing I can’t ever get enough. Oral sex. I feel really blessed that I can just order it myself anytime I want. It’s a great life improvement that I don’t need to guess if it’s going to happen or hope, or be sitting somewhere to be picked up or sorting through some slimy app profiles. I can just tell Luke I want his face between my legs, now. 😈

Also, there is something super hot, that gets me every time about locking him up and then literally sticking my pussy right to his face. I guess it’s the unevenness of it. He can’t touch his thing but is doing the best he can so I can enjoy mine 🤭And the fact that we aren‘t dating makes it somehow even hotter. Because he‘s still “just” in an erotic friend zone. Yes, we play quite frequently, but he has no claim over me. I purposely didn‘t unlock him, apart of the regular cleaning. 😈 Last time we had some fun taking pictures. And this time I had fun cumming on his face. While it isn‘t something new, I constantly like to remind him, that getting unlocked isn‘t something that will happen every session. His dick can serve his pleasure, only when I allow it. Otherwise, it‘s been repurposed to be an invisible, but very effective, leash. Everywhere he goes I have a grip on his balls. Those are his words btw. He told me, he feels like I have a hand around his dick all day long. I like to imagine it like that, that the cage is gripping it for me. 😊

The reason we are playing is that we both enjoy it. And this is my way of enjoying it. I love having my pussy eaten out, I love how tender and skillful he’s become with his tongue since he doesn’t have the option to only focus on me through the perspective of his penis. I know he would like to, and I enjoy his squirming as he feels my pussy throbbing on his face when I am ready to cum. I know he’s imagining how it would feel. But I honestly believe that he’s become really good not only because of the practice but the denial and the cage as well. 😈 Of course I have no idea if it’s true, but I’ve decided to believe it because it’s working and my pussy is quite happy about the results. And judging by the drips of precum after every session, I think it’s safe to say, his dick is crying tears of joy as well 🤭Again, not sure if it’s the truth, but I choose to believe it.

  • @Malice_JadeOPM
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    19 months ago

    I’ve given myself a rule that I not dating anybody at least I am out of school. I have to say, I enjoy his company a lot, but I still want to keep a bit of distance. School is demanding as is and if things don’t work out it would be very difficult for me to deal with both my responsibilities and the heartbreak.