The flat cage was perfect for taking his dick away. Weāve been talking about how that makes him feel, being unable to see anything, but his horny balls. Luke told me, that it makes him feel more submissive and feminine. Not right away. At first he didnāt feel that much different. But over time he starts feeling a little weird about not finding anything in between his legs, just the small metal cup, that holds everything completely flat. He told me, that when heās alone he spent quite some time looking at it, trying to wrap his mind around it. And exactly how we were playing before, he tried jerking the air in front of him, imagining something is there. At one point he told me, he felt almost anxious, like butterflies in his stomach, but still very aroused. He described it as āscared of what I am actually doing, but being turned on by desire of going deeperā. Not sure if I got it exactly as he said it, but the meaning is there š
Thatās something I am connecting with. I discovered I am into being Dom not that long ago, so I have no idea what I will like a year, two, or ten from now. But so far I can tell that I love one thing: I love when submissives can admit they want to be dominated. Even if it scares them a little. I love when Luke admits that I am not āmaking himā do anything he doesnāt already want, even if he doesnāt know exactly what it is. Of course, I am there to push the boundaries, to help him admit and explore his depravities, or to come up with new ones myself. But I like when he canāt hide behind my decisions. It makes him metaphorically completely naked in front of me. He isnāt just some guy who happens to be manipulated into things. Heās submissive beta, heās my bitch, heās locked into the smallest chastity I could find, heās devoted to his best female friend and heās doing it because he knows thatās exactly whatās he supposed to be. And thatās what makes me so fucking horny! š„µ
Anyway did you know they are making male lingerie? Well, I didnāt. But Iāve remembered that some time ago I ordered Luke to shave his legs and wear my corset and it looked way better than I expected. Since then we lightly experimented with feminization a few times and it was quite fun. So Iāve decided to expand on the feeling of āmissing dickā a little and bought him a set to wear. Of course, it wouldnāt be complete without him shaving again. Iāll be honest, I think it looks so much better. Kink or not, it looks clean and tidy and I like it. š I gave him the clothes and told him to try it out. I wasnāt looking, because I wanted some surprise as well. I was just hoping I picked a good size.
When he came back I was positively amazed at how well it all fit. Damn, so cute š And Iāve told him that. Iāve been gathering some ideas and experiences about this because I donāt have much. Iāve asked Luke if he wanted to be called my girl for the rest of the play. She looked down and blushed a little, but agreed, that she would like that. And it kinda made me all giddy. She was looking cute and the blushing only make it better. Everything we do is about discovery and I am happy to throw a little sissy in the mix. Still a little surprised by it because a year ago I would be certain this isnāt for me. But after giving it an open-minded try, I have to say, itās fun dressing her up and itās hot making her a little emasculated.š One thing we didnāt have and I want to change for the future is having a wig. Luke was wearing a balaclava for privacy, it was ok, but it didnāt fit so well with the rest. I wasnāt too bothered at the moment but looking back, it would be a huge difference. š
As I was looking at her, looking all cute and adorable, shaved, locked in a flat cage, and wearing lingerie I realized one thing I didnāt get before. Whatās about guys and their desire to fuck ācuteā girls? And I somehow felt exactly what. I wanted to grab her neck and gently slap her with my dick. Show her who is the boss in here. To be protective, but a little possessive at the same time. To cum all over her face. I guess to leave a mark? And you know what ā¦ exactly what I did. I had fake porn sperm and squirting dildo in my toy box for a while. This was the moment to use it and make her submit to me š I didnāt fuck her, but I have some plans in that regard, but thatās for some other time. Besides Luke doesnāt know a thing, so I am not going to spoil it. š¤ Anyway, hope you enjoy the video and the longer than usual text. Some things are impossible to capture in short. It still doesnāt capture all I felt and want to say, but I canāt write a book to one video š
sounds like you two are having a great time just exploring the possibilities and the secret desires - thatās so much awesome! Keep it up and see what you both want from it and play and have fun (and keep sharing the good times with us!)