This month, I wanted to get a genuine massage with an HE. After I figure out where I can do this, I made an appointment for next week.
But then I feel like not going. While I do have desire, I want to cancel the appointment, feeling like… “not wanting to do it this time…”
Anyone experienced such feeling before?
I usually just get the feeling in the spur of the moment and just send it. My body needs the massage and there’s nothing better than a release afterwards.