This month, I wanted to get a genuine massage with an HE. After I figure out where I can do this, I made an appointment for next week.

But then I feel like not going. While I do have desire, I want to cancel the appointment, feeling like… “not wanting to do it this time…”

Anyone experienced such feeling before?

  • @throwawayaugEnglish
    2•13 days ago

    I have had two times to where I’ve gone to a place I know will have HEs and didn’t go for it. But only two times. One place I just didn’t get good vibes from, the other place I walked in and saw a grandma chilling in a chair by the entrance and heard what I assume was the grandpa coughing in a random room in the back.

    Both places had better than average actual massages and one of them had a gross table shower that made it so I was glad I didn’t linger.