I know it’s locktober, but since I keep Luke locked every month all year long I wanted to throw in something special. Even more so knowing that there are people watching us. I know I mentioned it a few times, but I find the whole concept of exhibitioning very erotic. It’s just an extra layer on top of an already very thrilling experience. I get to explore things I never even anticipated possible. I can be kind or mean, order him to make me cum, and I get to enjoy the feel of owning his dick and being worshipped like a princess. And I love embracing the thrill of gently exposing ourselves while doing so. It would be an equally valid approach to just “ignore” people on the other side of the camera. But I would find it a missed opportunity. 😊 It’s just hot knowing that there are other people living the excitement with us and to witnesses his humiliation, which is exactly what I had in mind for this session. Humiliation 😈

I love to mix things together, so even he can’t decide if I was mean or nice to him. For me, sessions when I put him through something difficult and humiliating as well as something pleasurable are most fun. I genuinely enjoy making him feel good. I am not (completely) ice cold 🤭 I am happy when he’s horny and moaning when I can feel his excitement. It’s hot, but it also puts me in control. Because I enjoy being the one deciding how much pleasure he’s going to get. And then when it’s time for something more devious, things that he’s hesitant about, it’s very rewarding to watch him trying to please me. 😇

That’s the appeal of humiliation for me. I kept him very horny for a while, planning this event. I wanted to ruin him all over my tits. I was contemplating making him lick it off my bare chest, but then decided it would be more entertaining to just let him cum on me clothed and then make him clean it off the clothes. 😈 I wanted to feel more in control and this gave it another layer of separation. For the same reason, I tied his hands behind his back. I know he loves to play with his nipples. Well, I still wanted to give him some sensation, so I used nipple clamps, but I wanted to make it a little awkward for him, to make him feel like he was just my toy in this scenario. Doing anything I want. 😊

I brought him close a couple of times, but he was too horny, so I knew he wouldn’t last that long. So when I felt he was ready to blow I stopped jerking him and made him ruin all over myself 😈 I wonder if I was actually nice this time by giving him ruined. He’s way more reluctant to clean up after himself when I give him full. Not that this was entirely easy. Cum cleaning is one of the things when I feel he’s really humiliated and not like "Please don’t make me do it (but actually do) 🤭

Haha, now that I think about it, that’s brilliant. If the condition is to clean it, then he’s just fucked in any case. Of course for the fact alone, that he’s licking cum. But besides that, if I give him full orgasm he’s likely going to gag, but the other option is not even having a real orgasm, but still mouth full of semen. I just realized it when I was writing down this journal. That’s knowledge I am going to use for sure 😈 And of course, he’s back in the cage. But I needed to make him go to shower first because the oil made the cage slip a bit. Well, and to be fair I needed a shower as well, as I was in clothes drenched with cum and saliva 🤭