You know what’s hot? Getting my pussy eaten out while watching him fuck the air in front of him 🤭

Before I started playing with chastity I always thought about male horniness as something I need to act upon. Something that’s demanding of my attention. Like “look how horny I am, what do you want to do with it”. Sometimes it almost felt like an obligation. Well, I am very much enjoying how I can turn it upside down. Just amuse me, with how frustratingly horny you are. Show me how you strain in the cage and show me your rock hard erection, your stiff swollen dick when I let your out 😈… cute… I can let you thrust into nothing for a while, if you want to, but don’t let it distract you from eating my pussy, all your future orgasms are depending on it.🤭

I have to admit though, sometimes I wonder about the intensity of it. I don’t think I’ve ever been one-fifth as horny as Luke is regularly. I can go for a few days. I think maybe I didn’t cum for a week or something like that, once or twice in my life. But after that, I really want to cum, so I just do. Now often with the help of his tongue 🤭 Anyway, it’s not like I am envious of him, but after all the edging I gave him, sometimes I am curious where is the line after which waiting and edging isn’t worth it. I know I am taking him there regularly. But I wonder how much teasing is necessary before crossing the payoff ratio 🤭

Well, luckily I am quite happy to live it through him. Making him desperately horny and being the one causing all those emotions and torment can be quite intense at times and get to enjoy my own conflicting emotions. Interestingly I find it quite erotic. I am well aware of what I am causing and sometimes I feel guilty about enjoying it. So, I just have to “power through it”. What helps is knowing he’s loving it. But that conflict can be quite arousing, as it gives me a taste of doing something forbidden. 🥵 Something my moral compass is steering me away, but I decide to ignore it, for the sheer pleasure I (we) get out of it. And there is something hot about silencing that alarm.

Watching him squirm under me, seeing how swollen his balls and dick are, yet he still does his best about giving me pleasure he can’t have, makes cumming on his face an experience I love to live over and over again. 😈 I can only imagine how it feels for him. He sucks on my clit and feels how I am getting close. Right before orgasm, we are probably both equally excited. But I am the only one who gets over the finish line. All he gets is feeling my orgasm on his tongue as the waves of relief are going through my whole body. I don’t know how he can manage it, but I am glad he does 🤭