There is a fun idea I had, but for those who aren’t following for that long, I think to fully appreciate it needs a little setup. It’s easy to think Luke can see me nude and play with me all the time, because you can only see snippets of my life. I try to make it a little more inclusive through my journals and notes, but it’s easy to miss a thing or two. We came a long way since we started playing, and a lot has changed, but one thing I am not yet willing to chnage, and I don’t know if I ever will, is that we are not living together. I just need my space. I get easily overwhelmed. I love to have a space that’s just mine. I can leave that place to explore the world, or invite people into it, when I feel like it. But no surprises or other people’s chaos await me here. Somebody once told me that I have a cat energy, and I guess it would just make it my box. 😄 Anyway, the point is, I see Luke often, but it’s not every day. And if you were going just by my videos, you might think it’s a lot more than it is. This is an important part of our dynamic, and I love it. I wasn’t planning it, it’s just something that happened because of the way I live. But as with most things in life, it’s about what you make of it. 😇

The pauses between seeing each other are giving a lot of room for anticipation, we can exchnage messages, tease each other, and it’s making our time together more precious. I love leaning into it and extending it a little. The craving is just too good. So good in fact, that sometimes I ban him from watching my pictures, so he has to wait for the real me, not knowing how much he’s going to see from me either. 😈

I also used to dress a little less daring than I do nowadays. But knowing how much he’s looking forward to seeing me, it’s always a good opportunity to leave the bra at home. 🤭 It always catches his, and often other people’s, attention. Which is something I love to remind him, especially when he’s banned from looking at any porn, ours included. So that’s how I came up with this idea:

I tasked Luke to make a video he would love to watch. Easy right. Well, here’s the catch. He will never see it himself. Not now, not ever. I wanted him to really focus on other senses and on myself, and maybe a little on the show he’s going to perform, but never going to see. 😈 So, I put a blindfold on him and kept him caged. He has seen me nude many times, and he got to play with my tits a lot in this one. I let him do pretty much anything he desired. Lick them, squeeze them, oil them up, pinch my nipples. I loved his hands all over me, while I was thinking about how it’s going to haunt him later. 🥵 He doesn’t know it, but I am not joking. He won’t see it. And I know, it’s just one video, there are hundreds of others, not to mention everything I’ve sent him in messages. But he will know forever that there is a video he made with me, he didn’t see, and only other people are jerking off to. 😈 So, please, if you are not locked, go for it. Have what Luke can’t. Watch it and jerk off to it. Hmm … now thiking about it, maybe one day I’ll do a video just for cum tributes and show him the cumpilation of it😈 I think that would be something he might enjoy after few weeks in the cage. Makes me shiver with excitement just thinking about it.