Hey all, seems like I’m going to be the first one to post here.

Give ya a little context, I’m 53 married to a wonderful bi wife. As we were talking one day I made a realization, I’m actually bi.

I love my wife completely, I have always found the woman’s body to be beautiful, but I got thinking about something. As I looked at my past years and even my recent years I have also been attracted to the male penis.

When I watch porn for example, I love watching the men cum. I enjoy watching the dick jerk as it pumps out that white juice and actually fantasize about that jerking dick in my ass and feeling the warmth inside as it releases it load.

Don’t get me wrong, I love watching the women spasm from their orgasms, yes I know most of it fake, but what’s not fake is watching that shot land on her naked body.

Any other guys feel the same? Women what are your thoughts?

  • MaybeALittleBitWeird
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    19 months ago

    Yeah from the sidebar I think the original community creator intended for this to be a gonewild style community and the creator abandoned it 🤷

    Congratulations on coming to terms with yourself! For myself I know it was a long journey of coming to acceptance of that fact. I’m sure having a wife who identifies as Bi probably made it a positive experience I hope. I’ve been trying to work up the courage to come out to my partner of over a decade over the past year or so.

    Like most things in life, bisexuality is a spectrum and everyone is going to fall on it a little differently. I lean on the hetero side of the spectrum. My attraction to women is more prevalent and universal in eliciting a physical response, but with men I need to have some form of emotional or intellectual connection before I start feeling any fuzzy feelings. I’m not into casual hookups(or cheating) but I’d never be too mad about a cock being shoved in my face though either. Personal vent: This quirk of my sexuality makes it really fucking hard to develop male friendships because the same people I tend to get along with and want to spend time also fall into the attractive category to me.

    I can relate to being interested in the dick of the actors when watching porn, cum compilations are great. It really depends on what kind of a mood I’m in for which role I envision myself as though. It’s tough to find satisfying porn for when I’m feeling gay and submissive because gay porn in general doesn’t do a whole lot for me.

    • @EfwisOP
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      29 months ago

      It is a unique situation. The wife is totally behind me and very positive about it.

      I too agree with your personal vent situation. It is hard to develop friendships, especially with the hatred towards the lgbtq crowd. What makes it even harder is I live in a rural area in Texas of all places. We plan on moving to a more lgbtq+ accepting state and area.

      Gay Porn isn’t my thing either, they tend to send it to extremes that I don’t want

      • MaybeALittleBitWeird
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        19 months ago

        I’ve lived in 5 different states over the last decade in both rural and urban areas. Some of that time being in TN, thankfully in one of the larger cities, but I get it on some level at least. Good luck finding someplace that makes you feel comfortable and your journey in general!

        • @EfwisOP
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          29 months ago

          Thanks, feel free to stay in contact

            • @EfwisOP
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              29 months ago

              Sure will