Oh that feeling, i have it again. Just hurt me 'till i cry. Please spank, use and abuse me. Leave marks all over my body. Put me in my place.
I tried explaining that feeling to others when i was younger, what’s normal you know? It’s like being horny, but it isn’t. I need my fix, my rush, my adrenaline, my breakingpoint. I understand it now and can channel the waves. But I didn’t always knew. That feeling got me in so much trouble. On weekendnights, in skimpy outfits, in a bad neighbourhoud searching for who knows what.
When you dont know what BDSM is and consensual non consent isnt part of your vocabulary. What do you do with that feeling? I searched for real danger for a longtime. I struggled with the word “rape”. I got myself in a unhealthy situations and thought my pussy was cursed.
I need love and I need sex but i also need an outlet for that feeling. So please Daddy, spank me 'till i cry tonight, i just wanna be a good girl.
This might be the hottest thing I have ever read. It is very confusing. On one hand, I genuinely feel sympathy for your life prior and specifically the danger you’ve been exposed to, on the other…“I need love and I need sex but i also need an outlet for that feeling. So please Daddy, spank me 'till i cry tonight, I just wanna be a good girl” just did something for me that was completely unexpected. Damn that is hot and strikes me as sincere in a way that most sub play has severely missed in my experience.
Thank you very much, means alot.
It was written for my long distance Daddy, i was asked to explain my motivations behind subbing. Its absolutely genuine and straight from the heart.
With these words im also trying to take some accountability for my urges and behavior. I mean, we often talk about toxic Dominants but there are so many toxic subs out there too.
Anyway, thanks again for the sweet words, they are appreciated.
Thank you. I’ve had a substantial exposure to the “kink” scene over the years and most of it has come across as “play” and there is not a single thing wrong with that, but most of it seemed more for the benefit of those present than the individuals involved. Again nothing wrong with that, not trying to kink shame anyone. It just didn’t appeal to me. This post seems completely different. Your partner is very lucky.
