• Wednesday a local side friend finally came over to say hello. Younger guy, 23, that really wanted to meet for a while. Nice couple of hours together. I didn’t want to cum (another eager oral bottom was planning to come by), but our meetup was too hot I couldn’t help it.
• This weekend I traveled out of state to attend a weekend tantric workshop :-)
  • The program is run by Body Electric which I recommend if you’re interested in exploring erotic energy
  • This program was just for men, and it was a fun and very diverse group. The 10 of us spent most of the weekend together naked. Real personal stories were shared, and I got to know these men really well.
  • I invited J in LA but he couldn’t make it :-( so I wore one of his shirts I accidentally took the last time we met up.
  • We were asked to avoid ejaculation is possible for the duration of the weekend, which I did, with great difficulty.
  • The focus was on learning breath, movement, touch, and release. And ultimately combining them all.
  • The final erotic massage was an amazing experience. With the blindfold, the music, the massage table, so many hands on my body, and my breathing, I was completely in the moment. I know the facilitator was giving instructions, but at the final “release” portion I was entirely somewhere else. No ejaculation, but something happened. I was outside of my own body. I felt things. Intense deep sensations that I would liken to a traditional orgasm, but rather than feeling exhausted afterwards, I also felt energized.

Nothing sexy this weekend. I cleaned, read a book, and took the family to see Labyrinth at the theater. I think my wife and I were the only ones enjoying ourselves.