I have trouble to distinguish whether its some funny phrasing of an actual thing that was done or just a late April fools joke, can someone help me out?

Please don’t put that imagery on my mind, I got things to do and that’s one hell of a distraction 😳

Jokes aside, Ive had a history of doubting my own desires and if they came naturally or if I induced them in myself by my own doing. Got a whole list of disorders too, so please don’t take offense if it felt insensitive