Thank you for posting this. Iām honestly a bit surprised that this genre of Google truth-telling is not more widespread, or perhaps I just havenāt seen it. Your experience of āthe wallā between Latin America and the US is obviously also more poignant than ever. Seeing it described this way, in this context, kinda hit me over the head and is finally making me wonder if the US immigration/deportation mess will ultimately come to be seen as something equivalent to the Iron Curtain. Putting your experiences out there is worth it for that alone, at the very least.
Itās not that there havenāt been people out there who were willing to yank the curtain on Google, either; I just feel like itās been more of a word-of-mouth thing in my experience. For instance, I knew a guy who was there during the Gmail launch. He made clear to me that ādonāt be evilā was a slogan created by a later hire, and really had very little to do with the thinking of Page/Brin or later Schmidt, except that they found it to be convenient office propaganda. Thus, he ended up not really believing it at all by the time he was done.
Another good friend of mine was also a contractor in a technical department in Mountain View for a number of years. The US contractor experience (at least in that role) didnāt seem as firewalled off as youāre describing for the Brazilian contractors, but he was still under the twin guns of āyour job is meant to be fully automated eventually, and your primary purpose is training the system towards thatā and yearly contract renewals. And of course, itās also where he and his eventual wife got infected with the Bitcoin prosperity gospel, a train theyāre still riding to this dayā¦
I think the common ground is a fear of loss of authority to which they feel entitled. They learned the āoldā ways of SysV RC, X11, etc. etc. and that is their domain of expertise, in which they fear being surpassed or obsoleted. From there, itās easy to combine that fear with the fears stoked by adjacent white/male supremacist identity politics and queerphobia, plus the resentment already present from stupid baby slapfights like vi vs emacs or systemd vs everything else, and generate a new asshole identity in which they feel temporarily secure. Fear of loss of status drives all of this.