Oh, buddy, that’s not something you should be asking an NSFW messageboard about. Porn isn’t going to make that any better if you’re struggling with envy and resentment. Unless you’re a genetic 1%er, it’ll probably make it worse. My advice? Find a good therapist. That’s the most straightforward path to helping yourself.
I tried therapy but she just listened to what I said then said “it sounds like you’re saying” and repeated what I said. It was really tedious and uncomfortable.
That was the opening provided to you by the therapist to expand/clarify what you just said to her and to explore that topic in-depth.
But if she then simply repeats that same “it sounds…” to your desire to go deeper, then it’s time to find a new person…
Oh, buddy, that’s not something you should be asking an NSFW messageboard about. Porn isn’t going to make that any better if you’re struggling with envy and resentment. Unless you’re a genetic 1%er, it’ll probably make it worse. My advice? Find a good therapist. That’s the most straightforward path to helping yourself.
I tried therapy but she just listened to what I said then said “it sounds like you’re saying” and repeated what I said. It was really tedious and uncomfortable.
That was the opening provided to you by the therapist to expand/clarify what you just said to her and to explore that topic in-depth. But if she then simply repeats that same “it sounds…” to your desire to go deeper, then it’s time to find a new person…
I guess, but its hard for me to think of how to fill that without some guidance