I feel that. For me it’s more of the more I believe I’m not in this world, not anchored to it. More of thoughts I’m just in a simulation. The better my mental health is. The grounding techniques people use to center them selfs into reality cause me extremely bad panic Attacks. I have to believe this isn’t real or I can’t handle life mentally.

So yes nothing matters where all just space dust floating around, life’s meaningless and pointless. So might as well live it up and make the most out of it.