It was day 2 1/2 of locktober, I barely got any sleep because I was so horny, when I woke up the first thing I did was rub my sissy hole with my fingers. Being tired makes me even more horny, so I already felt like I was in a sissy trance when I got up.

Every free chance I got I’d somehow end up looking at sissy captions, videos, and pictures of cocks. I was so horny I was past excited and was incredibly zen, it was like I was in a fugue state. I wfh and I needed to wash my hair so when I got some free time in the afternoon, I got in the shower and somehow I ended up listening to sissy hypno as I washed my hair. Without even really thinking I shoved a buttplug in while I washed my hair. It didn’t feel like anything was inside me, it just felt like I had filled what felt empty before. At this point it felt like I wasn’t making my own choices at all anymore.

As soon as I got out of the shower I popped in some earbuds and started to listen to Bambi audio hypnos. I was already tired so I actually napped while listen to them and they worked soooo well, 🤤 my mind was completely blank and I was so zen and laser focused. The only thing on my mind was that I needed to listen to more. I popped on another more active audio hypno, and started listening, by this time I literally forgot about my clitty and the cage, the only sex organ I knew I had was my sissy pussy.

The hypno instructed me to use my fingers at first and then to use a dildo. I put on some sexy lingerie and watched myself in my mirror and did as the mistress in the audio said to. I went from my fingers all the way to my 3 inch diameter 11 inch long horse cock dildo. I just kept riding and riding and leaking and leaking precum. Each time I thought the audio was over, it would progress to a new round that made me drop even deeper into the trance and thrust even harder with my dildo. I was pounding my sissy pussy soooo hard and fast, I never wanted it to stop 😩. I was riding my dildo for almost 30 minutes non stop! I honestly didn’t know I had that much stamina!

I thought I was done but they hypno told me to keep going and my body just moved on it’s own I kept riding, when the audio ended I casted another video hypno to my bedroom tv and rode my dildo to that one. At this point I was so horny and submissive, I was primed from the previous hypno to do anything and everything this hypno said. I deepthroated my 6 inch dildo while I rode my horse cock dildo and that’s when I truly lost it.

The only thing I perceived was the reflection of the giant dildo going in and out and in and out, the feeling of my throat being filled, the words of the hypno, the flashing cocks on my tv, and the building sensation in my body. They hypno told me to moan as girly as I could, and scream how I wish it was a real dick, and I did as it said. I was moaning so loud I was worried a neighbor would call the cops, and screaming in between how much I needed real, big, fat cocksss 🥴🥴🤤.

Finally the hypno touched one of my personal triggers, the mistress said to imagine you were getting r-ped, and I have a HUGE CNC fetish. I well and truly lost it. She told me to keep pounding my pussy as hard and as fast as I could, because that’s what the man would do. I was completely gone, all that remained was a brainless fuck slut addicted to stretching her hole. Nothing hurt any more I was slamming my huge horse cock dildo balls deep with all my weight, I was basically screaming full volume in pleasure at this point. My eyes crossed my vision blurred, I literally could not think at all anymore. I have no idea how long I was riding like that, all that mattered was that I KEEP. THRUSTING!!! After some time, all of a sudden a huge stream of watery cum launched out of my clitty shot a good few feet across the room. My eyes rolled back and my whole body quivered as I sat there moaning and squirting for a good few seconds!

I had my first hands free sissygasm!!!

I fell over behind my dildo and my whole body convulsed in pleasure as I continued moaning. “I never want to do anything else!!!” I thought. And this is where the messup happened 😅.

I had come to my senses a little bit, but I decided to watch another hypno because I just wanted MORE. But I had just had a huge sissygasm, and I wasn’t going cum again easily. Even though the hypno had me so turned on, I was tired, and my sissy pussy was starting to feel sore. But worst of all, I suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about my clitty.

I grabbed my vibe wand and rode my dildo while I vibed my clitty until I basically forced myself to cum again. Once I had come I suddenly was fully out of it and I didn’t want to be caged anymore :/. I took off my cage and I felt sad that I had decided to take it off, but I didn’t want to put it back on. My exhaustion was starting to get to me.

Since then I can’t stop thinking about how strong that sissygasm was and how much I wanna do it again. But I STILL feel the soreness that horse cock gave me and I probably will for a few days! I think I went too hard too early in the month😅. So just to be safe I’ve uncaged and will be taking care of my horniness with my clitty unfortunately 🥲.

I definitely don’t regret it though, that was the most intense, incredible feeling to sissygasm hands free, and I am forever even more addicted to being a sissy 🥰.