My bad, mate. I often write these at very emotional times which is probably a bad idea. When you’ve been harassed for 10 years and it’s still ongoing, it tends to take its toll on you. I wouldn’t wish what I’ve experienced on my worst enemy. If only an open dialogue were to take place, I think this all could have been avoided, but my ex shut me out. It has certainly stifled the best of me and I’m hoping I can move on and recover from this. PTSD certainly lingers with the anger of knowing that 10 years were partially flushed down the loo. What I’m saying is that I assume too much when I’m writing and need to provide a clearer description. I will continue to catalogue her misdeeds and I certainly thank you for your support.