I go on Lemmy NSFW to check for notifications, skip most of the posted images, and jump right into Ask Lemmy NSFW, and NSFW chat.
I see people saying dirty things that feel over the top, and just shake my head. Despite making a literal video where I cum for someone, I just feel so-so.
I’m always hesitant to use fuck, or to actually woo women, maing jokes instead, or asking them casually about sex.
What is wrong with me?
I think it’s a mixture of holding myself back all my life, and what Southsamurai says.
Oh I very very much enjoyed the reaction of some people to my “video”. That’s the point, I tend to not enjoy the OF stuff, and I would not do it for money myself.
I am certainly no longer AeroAce, just more on the giving side.